things that make me happy

2011-07-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

all i need is a naomi quinn in my life

Enlightenment

2011-02-13T20:16:00.002+08:00

1) I will read up on the coming week's lecture notes and listen in class
2) I will attempt the weekly homework consistently
3) I will not sleep for more than 8 hours everyday

Everyday Sunday Football Club

2011-02-13T18:16:00.002+08:00

Lost today but it's more than just winning for us. 7 months since we played together but we are making a comeback! ESPZEN watch out for us, again!

Time For Myself

2010-12-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

going to spend my winter break reading up and training up.

2010-12-04T13:24:00.002+08:00

IVP 2011. Let's go!

back to being a recluse

2010-12-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

been treated like a fool so many times that i've developed a phobia of trying. it's not that i don't want to. it's not that you are not good enough. it's just the phobia i have.

Leaving On A Jet Plane

2010-07-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

All my bags are packed
Im ready to go
Im standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
Hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
Cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Theres so many times Ive let you down
So many times Ive played around
I tell you now, they dont mean a thing
Evry place I go, Ill think of you
Evry song I sing, Ill sing for you
When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
Cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
Ill be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave alone
About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
Cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

But, Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

VOID

2010-02-04T11:40:00.002+08:00

Wanted more time to myself. Wanted more time with my friends. Wanted more time for football. Got everything i wanted but am feeling a larger void in my life than before. The grass is always greener on the other side they say. But when you cross over to the other side, you realise that its actually astro turf.

A facade that hides the true self. Sometimes i'm quite amazed by how much i think about things. Paranoia or sensitive?

Its hard to find someone who understands me. Or rather, to find someone who is willing to understand me. Is there really someone out there who does and is willing?

For now, i just hope i get to meet more TRUE friends in SMU to fill the void in my life.

ESFC

2010-01-31T12:58:00.003+08:00

I guess the only way to make myself do work is to have planned dates or outings. Only then will i feel guilty and make myself do some work before i go out. I seriously need to get work done! Its already week 5 and i'm still so slack! Somebody please slap me!

Met ESFC last night for some football at Stadio! Not a positive turn out but it was still fun playing with them! We're really a team that plays beautiful football. Hold the ball and keep it! The only problem is i owe the fund some money hahaha.

Disappointment

2010-01-18T23:47:00.003+08:00

I've let the team down with my dismal performance. I feel so disappointed and ashamed of myself, especially after seeing how every single player fought, as if for their lives, despite being a man down in the second half. Honestly, i appreciate all the encouragements showed to me but i don't deserve them. We didn't deserve to lose but we did and i played my part in it. I sincerely apologise to everyone out there who fought with a lion's heart against TP, even those on the bench who would've done better than me and should've played instead of me. Sorry.

2009-11-30T15:50:00.002+08:00

sublime one touch passing and ball control. iniesta is truly the best in his department.

2009-11-30T13:51:00.000+08:00

i hope there's a gym in bangkok so i can train while i'm overseas.

Mixed Feelings

2009-11-30T02:52:00.003+08:00

If only i was more outspoken, i would have improved by a grade or two. Anyway its time to start training for IVP! Come on SMU:) 2.4km everyday when there is no training? I feel kind of happy knowing that i have friends whom i can rely on and depend on around me:) There may only be a few of them but at least they are there:) Been trying to be happy but sometimes things are just too hard to let go and forget. Stats101 final term is approaching in two days time. Am i prepared for it?

And the thoughts go on and on......

Meteor Shower

2009-11-19T02:13:00.002+08:00

Meteor shower or not, it was still a wonderful night:) Its been a while since i've taken some time in my life to reflect. I'm really fortunate to be in such a wonderful family:) So much so that i've actually taken it for granted most of the times. No prize for guessing what i wished for when i saw my first shooting meteor or whatever you call it. There are many things which i have regretted doing in the past but things done are irreversible. I can only reflect and learn from my mistakes though they hurt real bad. Last night reminded that academia is not the only important thing in life. It is true that studies is important but because of it i've actually neglected so many other things which are equally or if not more important. If only i can wish for time to rewind itself.

NIL SINE LABORE

2009-10-31T14:56:00.008+08:00

ENGLISH VERSION

I think i may need a liver transplant soon! Green tea mixer : Vodka = 1 : 1. All thanks to Jingjie for bringing his Vodka in an orange juice container without any mixer and cups. Had to settle for a bottle of Pokka green tea which cost $2.5. Then its glass after glass of Bourbon Coke! Yes i know its Bourbon Coke but its free:):):) Why can't Zouk hire the DJ from Rebel for Phuture? The music yesterday was top class! Never had such great fun for some time. Some VS clubbing night. Weirui, Xianglong, Zirui, Jingjie and Bok. The VS spirit is so strong that everywhere i go, any Victorian that comes in my way becomes my close friend. So strong that everywhere we go, Victorians will always form the tightest and most fun group of friends. That being said, i have to admit that there are some exceptions. But i'm happy so i shall not dwell too much on these exceptions. Victorians are ultimately a gentlemen, a professional and a sportsman. My principle for life. I hope i have lived up to it.

Yong ordered, "Boss! Satu banana pratu!"

Boss replied, "Aper banana pratu?!?!?!"

Bok boasted, "Fucking hell just now got one mat fought with me just because i call his wife fat! He so fucking weak that i totally owned him! Gave him a kick in his face! Take that!"

Yong added, "From a bystander's point of view, he owned you at the start. His friend even threw his Big Gulp at you. Even if you indeed owned him, he has only one-arm so why are you so proud?"

I asked, "Was his friend Taufik Batisah?"

CHINESE VERSION

我认为我可能需要进行肝脏移植很快！绿茶搅拌机：白酒= 1：1。为使在橙汁货柜没有任何混频器和伏特加酒的杯子，他感谢所有靖杰。如果只在百佳绿茶瓶子解决耗资2.5。那么它的玻璃后，玻璃波旁可乐！是的，我知道它的波旁可乐，但其自由:):):)为什么不能祖克聘请从Phuture反叛的DJ？昨天的音乐是一流的！从未有过一段时间很有趣。有些队杵夜。维瑞，祥龙，紫瑞，洁和博克。该VS精神是如此强烈，无论走到哪儿，有维多利亚，在我的方式来成为我的亲密朋友。如此强烈，无论我们去哪里，维多利亚总是形成严密的朋友和最有趣的小组。话虽如此，我必须承认，也有一些例外。但我很高兴，所以我不会纠缠于这些例外太多。维多利亚最终一个绅士，一个专业的一名运动员。我的原则生活。我希望我没有辜负它。

永命令，“老板！1篇香蕉pratu！”
老板回答说：“Aper香蕉pratu ?!?!?!"

博克吹嘘，“他妈的地狱刚才打了一垫我只是因为我叫他的妻子发！他妈的他这样虚弱，我完全拥有他！让他踢他的脸！采取的！”
勇说，从旁观者的角度来看“，他拥有的阶段开始学习。他的朋友，甚至向你他大口。即使你确实拥有他，他只有一个胳膊，为什么你如此骄傲？”
我问：“是他的朋友陶菲克Batisah？”

HALLOWEEN

2009-10-30T02:22:00.002+08:00

Halloween 2 has left me really confused. It is one of those movies where you will leave the cinema wondering what on earth just happened. It is more of a confuser than a thriller. More of bore than gore. Such a disappointment. I thought i was in for a good scare but i guess i was wrong. I conclude that Thai horror movies are still the best.

SMILE

2009-10-22T13:13:00.007+08:00

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed sing like bird

Dizzy in my head spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh you make me smile

Fei Fei Wanton Mee is by far the best wanton mee i've ever eaten! Consperm! Talking about wanton mee, i'm reminded of one of my retarded jc jokes. What is the heaviest noodle in the world? Wanton mee (one tonne mee). Ok nevermind not funny.

Do you have a mirror in your pocket? Because i can see myself in your pants.

A cartoonist was found dead in his home. The details are sketchy.

TIRED:(

2009-10-16T22:15:00.004+08:00

Just ended training and i'm freaking tired! Utterly disappointed with myself! Come on Ragen Teh you are much better than that! You just need to regain your match fitness fast! Its time to start running! Monday and Wednesday running routine! Come on Ragen Teh don't slack!

Went to school on an early Friday morning just to submit my homework. Had no lesson at all. FML! Luckily Yong went shopping with me at Bugis Street. If not i'm just going to stone in school until training starts. You the man Yong. Just 2 hours and $100 is gone! But then again i don't often have the time to go shopping anyway so i guess its alright:):):)

It was a damn boring day today. No quotes or events that that made it interesting or funny. Just criticisms after criticisms from coach. Are you really good enough Ragen Teh? Maybe you are not cut out for the football team? Why not just quit and concentrate on your studies? BULLSHIT! Why am i even saying all these? Lets show them what i'm made of! I just need to be fit again before i start owning your asses!

NO MORE Ps AND Qs FOR THE TIME-BEING:):):)

2009-10-13T01:23:00.003+08:00

MIDTERMS ARE FINALLY OVER BUT THE WORKLOAD IS CONSTANTLY THERE!!! nevertheless its really a relief:) went to B&J with yong, jingjie and wong ci for some ice cream and milkshake after AS midterms!!! STRAWBERRY CHEESESHAKE!!! Talked abit of cock while we were there. Some insider jokes including "as track n field as arvin tang", "flashbang and smokescreen while she ding ding dong dong" and "if you are an apple, you will be an apple CRUMBLE". Ok nevermind no link there because they are insider jokes as i have said dumbfucks!!! We are nice guys please don't be mistaken! We just like to talk alot of cock to amuse ourselves cause deep down inside we are lonelyboys 101:( Okay maybe i shall change that statement to because i am lonelyboy 101 deep down inside:(

P.S. "doesn't mean you walk with such a stance means you are cool you f**king jock! you are 21 already so please don't be so childish!"

IF ONLY...

2009-10-11T22:32:00.004+08:00

It could have been 3 years, 7 months and 11 days. If only...

IS IT JUST ME OR IT IS JUST LIKE THAT?

2009-10-08T23:51:00.003+08:00

Wong Ci, "Hey guys! Its 12am! Time to go in already!"

Yong, "Thanks for the time check there la!"

Everyone, "Hahaha!"

Ashwin, "Time check by Raaaaaaaaymond Weeeeeeell la!"

Everyone, "HAHAHAHA!"

Finally the four of us met up after weeks of busy school life! Jingjie joined us this time around:) Went to get our stamp before heading off to Dempsey for some B&J! It was really a fun night i've to say. By the way, Bok doesn't seem to know the difference between buttons and zip. "Loosen up your buttons" then he went to unzip=.=! Anyway it was kind of scary actually seeing people behaving so differently in a club than on normal days. Makes you wonder if you actually even know them at all.

Recess week is coming to an end and theres still so many things that i have to do!!! Bizlaw midterms, AS midterms, LTB execution, LTB learning journal... I seriously need a break and recess week hasn't been a good break for me at all!!! I'm really looking forward to the end of monday!!! At least i can relax abit after that and maybe organise an outing for my sports camp group as Jocelyn has requested. Monday please come soon ok?:)

"Live life your way and not to the expectations of others"

SIBEI JIALAT!

2009-10-07T18:38:00.002+08:00

MATCH REPORT

Miss after miss after miss. FC Bondue had only themselves to blame for their latest 2-2 draw with one of the hot favourites SOE. Total shots amounted to 20 but only 4 were on target. Sums up the day for FC Bondue. Several defensive errors and the lack of luck played their part in a game where FC Bondue went 2-0 ahead only to succumb to a 2-2 draw.

MATCH QUOTES

Weiyang's halftime team talk when we were 1-0 up, " Well played guys. Keep it up but take note that we are letting them through too easily on the flanks and in the middle."

The team replied, "Isn't that like everywhere?"

Robin's reply to Simer regarding the attendance of our waterboy, "Our waterboy is in Malaysia now. Today the tap is our waterboy."

Russell commented on the Team Bondue jersey, "Why are there 5 stars on the logo when we have won nothing to date?"

PERSONAL PERFORMANCE

Sibei jialat! Passing here passing there so swee swee but finishing kanasai! Stamina beh tong ar! Run abit nia low hong! Limpei boots make limpei dulan! Macham playing on skating ring aneh slip! Aiya bo wey gong la! Sibei jialat! Sibei sibei jialat!

LE BASI

2009-10-05T21:39:00.004+08:00

FULLTIME

FC Bondue 3 SOSS 3

MATCH REPORT

Very poor start to the game for FC Bondue as the entire team was run ragged by the speedy and energetic SOSS players. Bringing their entire school for the soccer game gave them a very huge advantage as every few minutes they had the luxury of substituting their players. FC Bondue on the other hand, being the largest school in SMU, could only come out with 11 players for the game. We didn't even get our team jerseys because the printer spoilt and couldn't print the jerseys on time.

A lackluster performance saw FC Bondue trailing one goal to nil as both teams headed into the halftime break. Very very poor performance from the self proclaimed young prodigy Ragen Teh. Didn't show much motivation to win the ball and no movement from him at all. FC Bondue wasn't bonded enough. Maybe because they can't bond with you! (Bond-You) Passes went astray and misunderstandings were there for all to see.

After a very much hyped up halftime team talk by Weiyang, FC Bondue headed into the second half determined to get the equaliser. We managed to equalise through Wong Ci after some defensive scramble from SOSS. However, injuries to a couple of our players handicapped FC Bondue and they succumbed to conceding another two goals. The defence was sliced through like hot knife through butter as the players were feeling the effect of match fatigue. FC Bondue managed to pull one back through a very fortunate deflection off the head of Ragen Teh after a clearance header from a SOSS singh. Just when all three points seemed to be bagged by SOSS, FC Bondue did a typical Man Utd comeback. A through ball by their centre-mid released Ragen Teh, leaving him one on one with the goalkeeper. He then chipped the ball over the keeper into the empty net, showing the composure of a top class striker although his off the ball movement and workrate are very much questionable.

INTERVIEW

How well did you think you faired in the game?

Ragen Teh: Poor poor performance. Match fitness obviously wasn't there. Feeling very rusty on the pitch and yes there were alot of rusted metal pieces on the pitch. Needed more support up front as a lone striker. A lot of room for improvement. Utterly disappointed with myself.

MATCH QUOTES

Weiyang asked Wong Ci, who's arm was severely injured and was wrapped with bandage, "Eh Wong Ci! Pain or not?"

Some malay from FC Bondue replied Russell about remembering to ice our legs, "I think i need to ice my chest! With a stick of Marlboro Mentol!"

Some chinese from FC Bondue asked the ref how much time left and he replied, "We got a surplus of 3 minutes!"

The chinese then replied, "Financial surplus?"

The indecisive referee DECIDED to ask the SOSS player, "Is it a corner kick? Did the ball touch you?"

FOOTBALL!!!

2009-10-04T18:54:00.005+08:00

LE BASI is finally here! Come on FC BONDUE! Lets own SOSS'S ass tomorrow! ROAR! Tomorrow is my first match after one and a half months so i'm really looking forward to it:):):) FC BONDUE (LKCSB) shall be CHAMPIONS this year!

Just came back from training and all i can say is that i'm feeling so damn good! I love this! The feel of the ball, the smell of the lush green grass and needless to say the beauty of the game:):):) Just give me a few more weeks and i'll definitely be back to my best! Come on!

Coach Ramesh, "Pramod! Stop trying to bend the ball! There's only one Beckham and he's not Indian!"

Coach Ramesh, "Gerald your nose pimple burst? Ya i think you better ice it. If not later people in the bus think it ejaculated!"

If Only I Could Turn Back Time

2009-10-04T03:07:00.005+08:00

2 days have gone in the blink of an eye and i've not done anything at all. What is happening to me? The pressure has already risen straight up to my face and yet i'm procrastinating and wasting my time away? Is that my plan to do well in school? Ragen Teh you better wake up your f**king idea!

My maid during my primary school days has actually returned to Singapore to visit us! That is really very nice of her indeed:) She claims to have missed me alot but i guess its just a polite thing to say given the fact that i was one hell of a rascal in the past! But still, its really very sweet of her to come visit us:)

Met up with my jc classmates today! Its been a while since i've seen them so we decided to meet up:) Watched FAME and thought that it was not a bad movie though the storyline is kind of predictable. Went to MINDS CAFE and found out that Junrong can't play taboo for nuts! Doesn't seem to know how to describe stuff and express his thoughts properly! Maybe its got to do with the drugs that he has been taking judging from his "drug addict" face. Can't seem to coordinate his hands with his thoughts properly either. ASTRO BOY is kinda retarded! MelFu cannot stop talking about her eye candy which is pissing me off by the minute! Talk to the hand please will you! Be glad there is actually a drunken Ah Peh who is actually interested in you hahahaha!

Was just wondering who is the "Berry Blossom" who worked at Starbucks before that i happen to know? Someone actually described her as "Berry Blossom"?!?! Anyway its kinda nice talking to her again:) I miss her and i know its all my fault but its all too late. I must have been blind! So blind to have actually thrown away a gem so precious. Nevertheless its nice talking to her and listening to her about her life and stuff:) I'm actually glad shes living life better without me.

"Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before"

GUESS WHO'S BACK? BACK AGAIN!

2009-10-02T01:21:00.002+08:00

I think i'm ready to start training again now that my hamstring is feeling much better:) The past few weeks without playing proper football was torturous! I just hope i don't get too uncomfortable because the team has already been training with each other for weeks and i'm like a newcomer. Nevertheless, it feels good being able to train again:) I hope ESFC starts organising games and joining a league soon too:)

2 midterm papers have passed and honestly, i have not done well for both of them:( But well, they are over and i guess that now i roughly know what to expect for written examinations in future and how to prepare sufficiently for them. I always tell people that these little setbacks in life shouldn't take us down so easily as it is not the end of the world and now i shall apply it to myself!

I should really start to learn to be more organised and stop wasting time! Recess week is here finally but it is no time for me to day dream and stone my time away! Yes i must chillax and hangout with my friends but other than that i must start studying too! COME ON RAGEN TEH!

"do not judge a book by its cover for what may appear to be hard on the outside can actually be soft on the inside"

All My Life

2009-09-29T01:36:00.006+08:00

Happy memories last forever:) Only when you lose somethings will you be able to understand and realise how much they actually mean to you. However, things when lost don't come back. Such is the irony in life. Since this is cold hard reality, heartbreaking as it is, we just got to live life as it is and of course not forget about the happy memories that we once had and be grateful to actually have had them:)

"I lost my love. Can i have your love?"

P.S. i think "All My Life" by K-Ci & JoJo is quite a nice love song:)

COMEBACK:)

2009-09-28T18:38:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since i've been here! Reading through my old posts brought back so much laughter that i had to rush to the toilet in the library to laugh my ass off! This is all thanks to MelFu for reminding me about my childish and immature humor in the past. I'm actually glad that i kept a blog in the past. Its really nice reminiscing about past memories:) So i've decided that i should start blogging again!

I managed to dig out a football banner that i designed for my school soccer team in AJC! Hahahaha! "Bounce Is Bad" as Mr Kumar will always drill into our head without fail. Attack the ball and not wait for it to come to you! I really miss playing football with the AJ soccer team and i definitely miss Mr Kumar! Tear, tear, tear, tear, tear, tear, tear, tear, tear AJ! Might as well just cheer Tear Ragen! Forever tear me only:( Do you guys know how many underwears i actually had to buy during my JC days just because of this!?!

People tell me that i've changed alot ever since my JC days but i beg to differ. I'm still the same old brand new me! (A1 if you happen not to realise) But yea i feel that sometimes i have no choice but to be someone i'm not in certain situations especially for a school like SMU. All i can say is that my principles in life are still the same and will always be the same and i'm still the old me. I like it this way and will be this way forever:)

Can people stop saying i look like a butch from SMU?!? What i walk like her, talk like her, act like her and look like her?!? I totally don't please! I met Hong Xiang's friend today for ice cream at Mr Bean today and the first thing she told him was that i look like some butch in year one=.=! OH MY TIAN! STOP STOP STOP! PLEASE STOP!

I really hope i can start training soon! But my fear for a recurrence of my injury and midterms have prevented me from going for training this week:( Hopefully i can join them next week! And hopefully my hamstring will be fine enough for me to train! I'm desperate for some football action! COME ON LA!

To end off in a happy note, i witnessed a very sweet and cute moment today! I saw an ah ma and an ah gong holding hands:) I think that is awfully sweet and touching! Really made my day:):):)

Why is Everything Turning Out This Way?

2009-07-02T04:22:00.002+08:00

I meant well but everything doesn't turn out the way i want it to be. I made my friends go thomson for supper just so i can meet you after that to talk to you and console you. I walked to your house from thomson and spent 45 minutes searching for a public phone to call you because my phone died. I eventually resorted to borrowing the security guard's phone. I have to admit i have my faults too but must everything i do turn out to be so negative when i actually sincerely want to do it to make you happy? I feel tired sometimes because i am constantly wondering if my actions will incur the wrath of you. I love you but when things like this happens, i lose more and more hope and motivation. I feel mentally pressured honestly. just cannot believe this as well. We just patched up yesterday and this happens. I really feel damn sad and lost now. Can we really make things work? Or is it just a deception?

and i said, goodbye to you.

2006-11-27T02:37:00.000+08:00

goodbye to everything that we've once had and hello to a new world of unknown.

wonder how everything managed to flash pass me just like that. still rmb the first day when i came school and found myself sitting beside baby during our og lunch. at that point i was still thinking to myself what luck to have such unenthusiastic and chaobin og mate. he din think any better of me coincidentally. he thought i was a chao ah lian.
what do we know now, everything is unpredictable haha.

these two years of my life was really the best times. till now i still have the mentality that im an ajcian. sometimes i think im just afraid. afraid of having to step out of my comfort zone, leaving the people that ive always been very dependent on and braving the world on my own. i dun wanna be alone :( part of me still wish that i can relive these 2 years again. but then again, memories are sweet only cuz they are experienced only once.
holy cow im gonna be 19 soon. i choose to live in oblivion like mong and believe im forever 18. cuz 18 is the prime. u know like 18 yi duo hua. i wanna be yi duo hua :(

i need a plan. i cannot continue leading the frivolous life im leading now. i must be proactive in all things that need to be done! and im going to start by getting an organiser. and then im going to execute my massive ant-killing operation in my room. next, i shall exercise. yes exercising makes me feel good. then i shall learn how to cook. and baby u'll be my tester.
im such a confused person. i have not much of an ambition, or i thought i had one but sometimes i do doubt myself. i dunno where im heading off to next. i need directions. but i can only get them from myself. ah wells.

you have brains in your head.
you have feet in your shoes.
you can steer youself
any direction u choose.
youre on your own. and you know what you have. and YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go.

till next time, ciaos
posted by kexin, november 26 06

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2006-11-25T01:46:00.000+08:00

If only i am blessed with the ability to predict the future, life will not be filled with so much uncertainty. These uncertainties may be the reason why life is so interesting but i wish i can at least forsee certain important things which mean alot to me. I am a person walking aimlessly in the dark unsure what awaits me. I hope there are more joyous moments than sad ones for me in the future.

Its time to draw up a fitness regimen for myself. I shall run or swim thrice a week followed by a circuit of exercises after the run or swim. Need lots of stamina to contribute my part to the BUMBLE BEES as well as to prepare for NS.

I'm Back

2006-11-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

"Please update your blog!" was the latest complain from Mel Fu for me to update on my outdated blog. Lols. Can see spiderwebs all over already. Okay not funny. Anyway, yesterday was a horrible day. Not only did i lost $5.30 in mahjong, Manchester United also lost. Its like what the fuck! Luckily there was today to neutralise the horrendous day previously. Went window shopping with baby today. Searching for what to wear for prom from shop to shop and realised that all the stuff were super expensive la. Have some things in mind already but dunno why going to buy them or not. Then sat down and talked to my baby for quite a while before going home.

My life is filled with activities now. Can't waste anymore time as NS is drawing near. But what surprised me was that i recieved a letter inviting me to take a test to decide whether i will meet the requirements to enter the AIR FORCE! Omg omg! Can't imagine myself flying a plane but i hope i do^^. Hoping hoping hoping...

Haiz

2006-07-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

The mid years are finally over! However, it is not exactly a relief for me as it signals the beginning of preparation for the prelims. It has been quite a stressful june holidays for me and i guess it will only get worse as time passes. I really hope the A Levels will be over as soon as possible and that i do well for it. Maybe 3 Bs and an A will be ideal for me. The only way for me to achieve this is only for me to study real hard. Sigh. Why can't live be like as it was when i was in year one? I truly miss those days of enjoyment, fun and laughter. Life is becoming dull, boring and monotonous for me even though there is the ongoing world cup. I am not sure why but nothing seems to interest me anymore. I couldn't afford to miss any world cup games in the past even if i had to sacrifice sleep. But now i don't seem to even give a shit about the matches. What exactly is happening to me? Why must there be so much stress in my life? Why must there be exams? Sigh.

WOLD CUP!!!

2006-06-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

The World Cup is here! Watch out for Portugal, USA, Brazil and Spain. Although some of them may not be the favourites to win the prestigious cup, they sure play beautiful football. Joga Bonito! Cristiano Ronaldo (Portugal), Donavan (USA), Ronaldinho and Kaka (Brazil) and not forgetting Joaquin (Spain) especially do so. I am dying to see them play!

Germany vs Costa Rica - What a boring game. Except for the fact that there was a goal rush, there was nothing spectacular about the game that What was worth watching. The World Cup got off to a wrong start.

The incremental stress level has somewhat motivated me to start studying as the mid year examinations are arriving soon. I have been doing lots of maths these few days, trying to finish revising them as soon as posible so that i can start on my other subjects. What a way to spend my holidays. But it is inevitable. Fortunately, i have the World Cup to brighten up my days. Not forgetting my BABY too! Life is not that bad i guess.

NIANG

2006-06-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

PICTURE 1 (left)

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anyway if my teacher ask i say i dunno time practice..lols.. i wanna watch da chang jin!!!!

from: baby
tuesday 22.21
06-06-06

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I HAVE ENOUGH EVIDENCE TO PROVE THAT......

RAGENTEH IS AN AVID FAN OF DA CHANG JIN.........

now i find that extremely funny for some obscure reason.
HAHAHAHAHAHHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Boring Boring Boring

2006-06-05T19:40:00.000+08:00

i was awoken by the perculiar alarm that was let loose by my handphone. it was the second monday of the june holidays yet i have to drag myself out of bed reluctantly at the wee hours of the morning. after completing my ablutions haphazardly and changing into my factory-worker-like school uniform, i climbed into my father's car and returned to slumberland as usual.

when i arrived the auditorium, to my horror, i felt the immense intensity of the heat that filled the entire place. THE AIRCON WAS NOT WORKING!!! fortunately, we were released earlier than expected as our lecturer was understanding enough to call off the timed practice. we were only required to scribble a brief outline of what our essay may turn out to be.

that was not the end. i still had economics lesson in the afternoon. my class and i decided to have breakfast together at junction 8. it was my first time trying long john silver's breakfast and it was rather alright. after accompanying my other friends who preferred to eat mcdonalds for breakfast, we went to catch Over The Hedge. it was like watching a cartoon in a playground as the kids in the cinema were expressing their emotions at the top of their voices. i felt that the movie deserve only a 3/5 rating. it wasn't really entertaining except for the fact that the animation was superb.

then it was back to work again as i struggled through the never ending economics lesson trying to keep myself awake. after 4 hours of torture, i was finally released. i felt like a bird, metaphorically. it was time to go home to have a good sleep.

Uniquely Singapore!

2006-06-04T02:46:00.000+08:00

*Warning: long entry ahead! (& im not an ambassodor of singapore tourism board)

today's a day of fun and adventure! and me and baby's expedition to the outskirts of the city proved to be of an experience nvr to be forgotten..

for starters, we alighted at CHINATOWN and were promptly greeted by a happy middle-aged man singing gleefully on a little red stage in front of chinatown point.
he was singing "tian mi mi". and he had an appreciative audience comprising of people aged 30 and above clapping along to the cheerful beats of "tian mi mi". we found ourselves instantly being outcasted and decided to take cover inside the mall.

interestingly the malls, like a lot of other malls in chinatown which we've discovered much later as we continued on our journey, seems to enjoy selling old-school stationeries. now if u rmb, there once existed this kind of eraser that has 2 sides, one side with the eraser and the other side a cleverly constructed roller that we can use to roll up the eraser dust. yes, at that time when i was in primary 2 i vaguely recall myself being extremely amazed by this ingenius mechanism. alas, i fell into the traps of the primary school bookshop auntie by surrendering my money to her in exchange for this eraser. come to think of it, i think pri. sch bookshop aunties are cheaters. they import all sorts of weird stuff into the bookshop that will stir up a craze among the entire level. like once, i was convinced that a foldable fan with chinese floral printings is the most 'in' thing ever to exist. thus, i bought it and felt like the hippest kid in sch as i fanned myself happily like all the other kids did. a few weeks later, i found myself carrying a bucketful of country erasers, while the fan was being squashed underneath pets textbooks in my sailormoon schbag. therefore, i conclude bookshop aunties are evil.

back to my point, it wasn't long before we realised we din belong there either and got out of the mall. the man was singing "cha shao bao" now. hahaha and seriously, i couldn't stop laughing. the part where the lyrics got to 30cents per cha shao bao and can eat it with chinese tea nearly took my life away. it was too funny to be true. ahahahah

we walked up and down numerous overhead bridges, through the ever-popular O.G (Obiang-Girls as quoted by mr ragen teh) in the eyes of mothers, and reached the chinatown road for tourists. it's like bugis street just that everything sold there is souvenirs for tourists. it's really kinda pretty actually. like from the view above, all the yellow-red umbrellas clustered together and extended out in a linear pattern, and they are bordered with traditional looking shophouses. a nice picture i say in this modern city era :)

i think chinatown is an amazing place. i especially like the part whn we saw a bunch of ah pehs crowding ard 2 qi2 wang2 lookalikes. they look so activity. and then there will be other idle ah pehs sitting ard people-watching, if not reading newspapers. these are the people that makes chinatown chinatown. so i guess apart from their disgusting habit of spitting and perhaps being stigmatised as horny desperates, i think they can be kinda pleasant. haha..

i shall fast foward by a lot since my entry is alrd very long. after 1 & 1/2 hour of bus ride, we got to the NIGHT SAFARI.
it has been EONS ago since both of us last went. and im happy to say i quite like it :) or maybe it's only because i went with my baby :) anyway, it's really quite fun to walk through the trails and see all the weird nocturnal animals wandering ard, probably thinking why these humans enjoy watching them lick their privates. haha..

i think if i were an animal in the night safari, it's really a godsent blessing. because
1) unlike animals from the day zoo, we're only under scrutiny from 730pm to 12am daily. that is like a lot less den day zoo animals. and we get the rest of the night to ourselves.
2) even during opening hours i can choose to hide in the shade and let my fellow mates do the job of strutting ard in front of humans, as i sleep peacefully in the depths of the fake wild.

but then i think i will HATE humans that uses flash cameras. like hello how will u like if i flash light at u when u're eating bah chor mee. i mean it's really inconsiderate!! arg.. bloody humans.

ok i think im too into character. from a human's perspective, i think the night safari is really cool! i mean certainly trying out things in the dark is a different form of experience. strangely one of the nicest moments is when both of us stumbled upon a picture perfect scenery. mr teh even thought it was a huge postcard. but seriously, the waters are so still that they reflect the image of the sky that u can see clouds in the water. and the stars are just beautiful. too bad it was too dark to take any pictures :(

i award the funniest moment of the night to the BAD ENGLAND TOURIST GUIDE. hahahahahahaha. we were looking at the fishing cat and our eyes lit up whn we saw a tourist guide who's about to give explanations to a bunch of african-americans. mr teh was thinking "wah tan dio tan dio, eh must follow her". THEN, she started to explain.

guide: this ... when young.. a bit the brown.. bigger... a bit the black..

and she led the tour group to the next animal.

baby and i totally LMAO. HAHAHA. her english won my hokkien speaking grandmother's hands-down! wahahhaahaha. god knows what happened to tour agency. all i can say is the blacks are one bunch of unfortunate souls to have her as guide of the night. tsk tsk..

a day of getaway from schwork and stressful city life. and most imptly, a day with you :) i luuuurvveee this 3rd of June!

this is kexin's virgin blog post and till next time, ciaos!

Time To Show What We Are Made Of

2006-03-24T12:07:00.000+08:00

What an unlucky month for me...i am injured once again and i fell sick recently...i am dying to play soccer...dying to fight for the team...dying to score some goals and run my heart out on the pitch...A DIV is starting next week and i am going to miss 2 important matches...ACJC and SAJC...but i am sure AJC can still do it even without me...i have to say the team is really filled with a bunch of determined guys who have the heart and passion for soccer...i feel proud being a part of the team...come on AJ!!!...though we are presumably the underdogs, but we fight like a lion (Lionel) on the pitch...lets not put our trainings to waste...top 4 is our goal!!!

AJC vs IJC

2006-02-28T20:05:00.000+08:00

Finally a proper home game...last home game was on saturday but we played in an empty stadium...haha...hope this time got more people come down to support...if not Guanlong will sad one leh...haha...come on la AJ...lets show IJC what we've got installed for them...we'll make them play soccer AJ style like what Guiliang have said^^...come on down to support us!!!...5pm at AJ...TOP!!!

Hardcore!!!

2006-02-23T18:21:00.000+08:00

AJC 1 SRJC 0...power la AJ!!!...all our hardwork is beginning to show on the pitch...composure and patience...very poor first half for us...4-1-4-1 doesn't seem to suit us...very difficult to attack...second half change formation to 4-4-2 then we began to own...forays of aggressive attacks into the SRJC half filled the entire second half but we still could not get a goal...quite frustrating but we didn't give up...then came the super sub...JOEL!!!...lolz...scored from a corner kick...super delighted la...welldone guys...lets keep our unbeaten run in the north zone tournament!!!...top 4!!!

Run Run Run

2006-02-05T12:02:00.000+08:00

What an energy drain this week...9.6km on Wednesday...4.8km on Friday...match against HCI on Saturday...plus a hell lot of homework...

Cross Country on friday was great!^^...manage to finish 54 overall...haha...halved my positioning last year...got 4 soccer players in top 15 somemore...haha...top hundred got 10 soccer players^^...power la...

Finally i have broke my goal drought...first goal after 6 games...haiz...but still lose 3-1...a game which we should have won easily but we lost...can't blame the j1 for the lost...should have gone into half time 3-0 up but only managed 1-0...second half change team then lose 3-1...fucking pissed...missed one open goal...ARG!!!...whats the point of scoring when we end up losing...come on la AJ...sometimes i see some of the players play i feel quite demoralised on the pitch...there are those who are trying super hard to win...and yet there are a few who just do not have the determination to do so...come on la AJ!!!...we can do it next week against SAJC...TOP 4!!!

Update As Requested

2006-02-02T18:53:00.000+08:00

Why must the Chinese New Year holidays end?...haiz...although throughout the 3 days i saw the same crowd of my relatives, but i kind of enjoy their company^^...the children were all playing blackjack...the teenagers (which includes myself) were either playing dai di or joining the rest in blackjack...the elders were either playing mahjong or talking lame stuff with one another...lolz...quite interesting to see people of older generation laughing their socks off each others jokes...long lost (not exactly lost but just never meet for very long time) relatives were present...i can proudly say that my entire extended family consist of the kindest and most fun bunch of people ever...as long as you belong to it, you will be taken care off by everyone^^...too bad the holidays only lasted til tuesday...but nevermind, we will meet again this weekend i guess...lolz

Finally i am fully recovered!...after 3 weeks of torture of not being able to train...haha...first day of full recovery only ran 24 rounds!...that is 9.6 km...haha...abit hiong...but still can take it^^...i think its time to score some goals...if i can that is...have been hitting the post lately...6 games without a goal...what a disappointment...COME ON LA AJ!!!...TOP 4!!!

FLU!!!

2006-01-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

The stupid flu is killing me...although it is getting better...but i cannot train!!!...wah lau...pissed off la...i hope i recover as soon as possible...cannot afford to be sick now

I have finally changed my stereotyped view on taxi drivers...taxi drivers were just a bunch of cheats who take every possible opportunity to make extra money...they would purposely charge you midnight charge even if its only 11.45 pm...they would purposely bring you on a tour around singapore before allighting you at your destination...to make things worse, they ask stupid questions after cheating you...like what school are you from?...what do you think about the education system?...how old are you?...they will basically keep talking nonsense to you...however, my opinion on taxi drivers changed on thursday morning...the taxi driver was super kind la...he is unlike any other taxi drivers who talk and talk non stop...he listens to yes 933 instead of the usual capital 958...he asked me what time my school starts so as to make sure that i won't be late...he charged me 6 dollars when the meter read 6.40...basically he is unlike any other hopeless taxi drivers

My dear girl is soooo sweet^^...not only did she bring a jacket for me today, she even bought me a bottle of liang cha ( american ginseng+luohan guo)...it is supposedly to be sweet in taste...but when i smelt it, i almost puked...lolz...super bitter...but i still finished it^^...because it is from someone i love=)

2006!

2006-01-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

School has begun...surprisingly, it started off superbly well for me for the first time^^...although i did not do any holiday homework-.-...my pd tutor has changed and i have to say i really miss Mr Chio because the new pd tutor is ultimately cannot make it...dress up until super old school...talk like some typical ah sohs or even worse...my econs teacher has also changed...its Ms Chong now!!!...i think she is a super fun teacher although she acts abit crazy sometimes...her lessons are great and i finally for the first time did not sleep during econs tutorial^^...therefore, i have decided not to drop econs but to drop chem

One other thing that made me very happy was that someone gave me a surprise=)...a surprise that i have to say really caught me by surprise...on the first day of school somemore^^...i was told to go to 223...i didn't know such a classroom even exist in AJ...i walked towards it and i expected like some storeroom with cleaners drinking coffee and all those but instead i saw chairs and desks...lolz...half of a normal classroom...no one was inside except for some question on the board that i was suppose to answer...of course i circled yes la...haha...then came the letter which left me smiling from ear to ear...i just can't stop reading it^^...what a start to a new year...an unforgettable 2006 awaits=)

One of my new year resolutions this year was to do work and stop slacking which i actually did...i actually did 4 econs essay!!!...it may not seem very amazing for anyone but for me it is...i have never done any econs essay before except for those in exams...lolz...i have also completed my physics capacitance tutorial...now left numerical methods and halogen derivatives tutorials haven't do...but nevermind, soon it will be done

13

2005-12-28T10:06:00.000+08:00

"gen gen" doll...it is claimed to look alot like me although i think otherwise...it has a tool for playing tic tac toe...and that is the circle which is actually its mouth...someone customized it for me...sewing on the number 13 shirt, a pair of socks and a pair of boots...oh yah...boots actually have spikes...wow...i wonder how dangerous that would be...lolz...but one of the boots i think the uncle gave me wrong size...wear liao like going to drop out like that...wanted to ask my friend who happened to have art as a surname to help but he is busy...but i decided to leave it alone as i do not want to spoil the hardwork and xi xin-ness that someone has put in but editting the doll...and about the part that the doll doesn't have a shorts i am not so sure...maybe it looks "sexier" like that...haha

Sometimes its better not to think too much...thinking too much may cause things to get worse...so i am not thinking too much...let everything fall into place by itself...if it doesn't fall nicely then thats too bad for me...but if it falls nicely then i am truly blessed^^...a few more days to relax before the new year comes and school reopens...i guess everything will still remain the same except for the fact that i have to wake up at 6.45am every morning instead of 12.00pm...i am also dying for training to resume...life without football is torturous...just like how i felt without you

T.T

2005-12-26T01:21:00.000+08:00

I like you very much...i think of you all the time...i hope for you to message me each day...i hope to see you online whenever i am so that i can chat with you...i cherish every moment when you are with me...seeing you smile makes me very happy...i am sorry if i have neglected you in any areas...i admit that i have been abit selfish as i have only been thinking about myself...what you told me on christmas eve woke me up and i have thought about us ever since...deep down in my heart i don't want ths to happen...i really like you alot...if i can i hope to be with you al the time...but its time i think for you and not only for myself...i guess you were right...you needed more time...its not time for this to happen...especially after what had happened to you before...the fact that you aspire to go overseas to study after your As also motivated me a little to go through this torture of telling you what i have told you...but now i am here regretting that i have told you all those before hearing what you have done for me that i do not know...i never knew you were so dedicated...but what is said has been said and i guess it is too late for me to take them back...all i want you to know is i will continue to like you like i have always do...i am very sorry...T.T

Merry Christmas

2005-12-25T16:55:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!!!...recieved a Christmas card from Melissa Fu...i don't understand the number 9 part...is it because you are going to wear number 9...haha...confused...but the thing quite nice^^...thank you very much...oh and don't copy me next time please^^

Went to town at night to celebrate Christmas...everywhere was super crowded la...but the atmosphere was wonderful...everyone was in a joyous mood...nothing seem to make them angry...people were spraying each other on the streets with foam and everyone was pushing one another to avoid being sprayed...but everyone was still smiling and even laughing...especially those indians...haha...they super funny...kana spray already they still turn back to smile...lolz...what a Christmas eve i have had

Theres no more soccer training for this year...when will the next goal come?...its been 4 games since i have scored a goal...maybe because i am not as dedicated to the beautiful game as i was...its time to focus 100%...come on AJ...top four...i will score in our next game...i will

Shopping Spree

2005-12-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with my kor kor yesterday...finally bought what i needed for the new year...2 burmudas...1 crumpler sling bag...wanted to buy a nike watch (black and gold) but still considering whether to buy that or the red and white one...went queensway with AhLoNgSo...the red color mercurial vapor 2 come out le...i want to buy it...but its 292...lolz...maybe got discount...must see whether my mother will allow me to buy or not...if not it will be air legend tiempo all the way...haha...AJC beat Sembawang Secondary 7-2 today...power la AJ...i never score again...but nevermind...as long as we win...9 and no more to come...but there will definitely be more wins to come

Banana Handphone

2005-12-18T17:49:00.000+08:00

It wad my first time running 8km...i think it was quite slow...54 mins...haiz...must keep running...training was abit hardcore...after 8km still got sprints and circuit...haha...we though 8km liao finish but the best has yet to come...reach home immediately sleep...then someone messaged me at 3 but i continued sleeping...lolz...woke up at 5 then i replied...someone was lonely and need company...somemore expect me to reach orchard at 6.15 when i woke up at 5.15...haiz...eat eat walk walk talk talk laugh laugh...is dhoby gaut mrt station pretty?...yes because its called duo mei ge...does the road near istana need to be cleaned?...no need because the road is called buyong road...very lame right...but they were not from me...then suddenly my phone rang...i didn't know it turned into a banana...i also didn't know why i ate my phone before even answering it...i asked a cute little girl why did my banana phone come from but she doesn't want to tell me...she wanted to be mysterious...-.-...a snowman was on my right arm...wonder who built it there...what is so cute about cats...-.-...pigs, dogs, bears . . . are cute not cats...especially those with long whiskers...anyways...man utd won 2-0...but i missed the match...because of someone...haha...tonight got arsenal v chelsea...lets hope arsenal can win...for once i shall be a gunners' fan

WHY?

2005-12-11T14:24:00.000+08:00

WHY?...answers are just what most people wants...likewise for myself...there are many things that i will like to know...why did i suddenly stop scoring?...why does my grandma has to go for an operation?...why is my stamina so lousy?...why do i always get cheated?...why is the soccer team playing so badly?...why does qingyi want to quit the soccer team?...why do i have to study?...when am i going to die?...what am i going to become in the future?...WHY?

Keep Running

2005-12-10T13:43:00.000+08:00

Hardcore fitness...yesterday run 4.8 km in 27 mins...today run 5.2 km in 29 mins...can run abit faster one but the stupid monkeys in the middle of the track...must siam here and there...tamade...after that do sprints and circuit somemore...haha...song bo...non stop running...come on lets go...never say die

Casuarina prata is the best la...plus mutton curry...slurps...then the waiter is godlike la...i think he can go guiness book of records already...his memory is like unbelievable...got 9 of us and we ordered one by one...2 egg 1 plain 1 plain 2 paper 1 fish briyani 1 chicken floss........................1 lime juice 1 carrot juice 1 milo dinosaur 1 teh peng............everything he remembered and everything came without any mistake...lolz...we tio stun until we clap for him...haha...ok...now its time to sleep...buay tahan liaoz

Lost For Words

2005-12-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

"Don't worry about the scoreline. We played well today taking into consideration the large number of injuries we have. Improvements will be made as training goes on. We have a decent team this year."...was he being sarcastic or not i don't know...all i know is we played like shit...i cannot blame anyone because i myself played like fuck...i think i was worse than titus bramble at his worst...shooting all cock up...everyone said we played well today although we didn't convert our chances...haha...what a joke...play like this still can be considered well...i think our aim for top four is quite impossible...i have got nothing to say...two games without any goal already...9 and no more to come i think

ZATHURA!!!

2005-12-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

Zathura is a damn nice show...i encourage all of you to watch it...the plot is superb...or should i say flawless...the aliens (Zorgons) were freaking scary la...all look damn real...then the board game that they played was interesting...got so many features

My backside is damn pain...cannot sit down properly...die liao...tmr still got two matches to play...morning must play for boon han...afternoon must play for jian wei...this is crazy...and EPL is until 3 am tonight...without sufficient sleep, with an injured ass and with two matches tomorrow...i think i am going to die soon...just hope arsenal and man utd win today...then i will have more than 2 dollars in my wallet liao...come on!!!

Come On La

2005-11-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

Give your all or don't give at all...we have to question our passion for the game everytime before every training...are we really willing to give our utmost for the beautiful game...if not we are insulting it unknowingly...beating a bunch of secondary school kids is not something to be proud of...all i hope is that we don't treat training as a playing session and just play a fool during it...its time we wake up...comparing ourselves to the favourites we are just a bunch of losers...please show some respect for the game at least

Zzz

2005-11-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

Disrupted sleep...from 2.30am sleep until 8.00am then my auntie woke me up...she ask me want my father to fecth me home or not...i said yes...but i was cheated...accompanied him and my brother for Ba Chor Mee instead of going home to continue my slumber...after sending my brother to school went home to sleep again...from 10.00am sleep until 2.00pm then my handphone sounded..."ma de e bus stop so far away from united square! lol"...out of no where got one siao yoga auntie message me this...then tell me sms wrongly...what have i got to say...nothing...haiz...lolz

Love Can

2005-11-27T14:20:00.000+08:00

What an amazing concert last night...DAvid Tao is super zai la...my rating for the concert is 8/10...everyone was so high man...but i saw a few people who paid for the most expensive ticket who sat down when everyone was standing up...-.-...wah lau...want to sit then exchange ticket with me la...waste money...haha...anyways everything was worth it...but i think Jay Chou's concert would be ven more zai...don't know whether got chance to watch or not...hope so^^

We beat Jurongville...AJC 2 Jurongville 1...i never score again...haiz...scoring streak ended liao...won't score anymore...once again i was played on the right and on the left...haiz...utility player...AMC/AMR/AML/FW...but nevermind...at least i contributed...its never a one man game^^...come on AJ...top 4!!!

Portrait Of Ambroise Vollard

2005-11-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

Being frustrated is fucking torturous...being frustrated doing what you like is even more fucking torturous...sometimes we know our mistakes but we still commit them over and over again...sometimes it is common sense that we have to do certain things but we just don't do them...sometimes we have to take the initiative but we delay and drag until the opportunity is gone...sometimes it is god damn obvious that something is happening but you just don't get it...there are so many sometimes and when are they going to end...i just don't get it...shouting at the top of your lungs is one way to relief anger but it is only temporary...at least it is better than nothing

Cafe Terrace on the Place du Forum

2005-11-22T13:13:00.000+08:00

Almost everyone in the soccer team has bought new boots...we have four strikers including me...one wears mercurial vapor 2 (silver/blue)...two wear talaria...i am wearing air legend tiempo...but nevermind...if you are skilful, no matter what boots you wear you are still skilful...if you are not skilful, no matter how good the boots is you are still not skilful...my friends told me this and i think it is god damn true

Yesterday went to Compass Point to eat...first time in my life i have been into that shopping mall...actually not bad la...only don't have cinema...the banquet there damn cock up...wanton mee the char siew is use chicken make one...lolz...halal...no choice...then Joel is one cheapskate idiot...go the basement just to drink free xiao mai cao...haha...he walk pass the aunty but she didn't offer him...lolz...confirm he go there everyday until the aunty know liao...then the famous amos cookies there smell damn nice...but too expensive...can only stand outside and smell

Life is so boring at home...nothing to do...sleep sleep and sleep...dot dot and dot...we we and we...nothing else...no SCV nothing...super boring...haiz...no more training for me next week somemore...going to rot and die

Haiz

2005-11-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

I don't talk rubbish...i am just an innocent guy...its the people around me that leaves me no choice but to talk nonsense...if i don't do so, they won't understand what i am talking about...peer pressure is the root of all evil...people lame here lame there, i have no choice but to lame here and lame there as well...this is the only way to be accepted...haiz

Everyone got SCV but i don't have...i just want channel 22, 23 and 24 thats all...Adib just got his SCV today at Compass Point...every weekend must go kopitiam or cousin's house to watch EPL...sibeh ma huan...at least channel 5 showing Champions League...if not really can go jump down

There is a misunderstanding between me and the soccer team...the footballer that i have mentioned is not me...so don't anyhow talk cock...as i have said earlier i am innocent...but don't ask me who the footballer is...i am not suppose to say so^^

Wednesday got friendly against J2s...haha...last time lose them 3-2...now cannot lose already...i hope i won't be played in Rooney's position...if not i will wonder around aimlessly...hmmm...should i complain about myself of being played there or find ways to improve myself...anyways i would rather play as striker...please please please

Friends Forever

2005-11-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

Finally we found a proper place to play proper soccer...no more muddy field...no more basketball...no more guards chasing us out...just 3 hours of enjoyment...haha...at first play among ourselves...then played with all the mats...Weirui is unstoppable la...wah lau...except for a few lobangs he conceded...then Bok like playing World Cup...he super hot today...its been a while since i met them...meet liao straight away talk non stop...lolz...Bok forever spread nonsense...see them only talk all those shit about me...wah kaoz...just because Jian Wei anyhow cock then you go and believe him...thx a bunch...i got nothing to say to you...oh yah...and we stink up the entire bus...lolz...all the aunties and uncles keep bio-ing us...haha...kwa simi kwa...buay song ar...lolz

Later got soccer marathon...haha...Chelsea v Newcastle United...Charlton v Manchester United...Real Madrid v Barcelona...come on lets go!!!

Decision

2005-11-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

Dedication is something which is so hard to possess but he has it within him...determination is what he brings into the game, the never say die attitude that he displayed on the pitch day in and day out...a leader is what he definitely is, no doubts about it...he pushes everyone on regardless of them being youth or senior players...he has been a influential devil for 12 years since his move from nottingham forest and he is non other than Roy Keane...its a pity that he has announced his decision to leave Old Trafford...he is a perfect role model for every footbaler in this world

Just like Roy Keane, i have made a decision...spent an hour plus talking to Weirui...long time never talk to him and Charlton, wonder how are they doing in TJC...anyways like i have said, i have decided...Weirui managed to knock some sense into me...there is nothing to fear...nil sine labore...how could i have forgotten about it

2005-11-18T14:01:00.000+08:00

AJC 4 SGS 0

2005-11-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

One day i became Alan Smith...another day i became van Nistelrooy...and today i became Wayne Rooney...what a disappointing performance...haiz...run all over the field don't know doing what...never support striker...never spread bal to wing...never do anything...only scored 2 goals...one of them was a kio sai goal...haven't score hat trick then kana sub out liao...sianz...pull hamstring...hope i will recover fully for friday's fitness training...my fitness suck...its now 9 and more to come i hope

Dream

2005-11-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

Backpacking around the world trouble free is my greatest wish before i get locked up in my coffin...it is super fun la...travelling around the world tasting cuisines of all sorts...viewing architecture of all countries...learning the cultures of different societies...meeting people of all walks of life...especially good samaritans^^...haiz...hoping for this day to arrive...but i doubt so...

AJC 3 EX-AJC 0

2005-11-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

Power la AJ!!!...we managed to beat the team that is 2 years our senior and currently in NS...3-0...the match was damn funny la...they on the pitch keep chatting with one another...haha...say that they are combat fit but not match fit...then talk about those army stuff...then their striker ask Yenhao and Hanting sit down and drink kopi...don't keep pushing up because he damn tired...lolz...then got the right back damn basket...he oleh me already then he laugh at me...tamade...he laugh liao then tell me oleh...-.-...although it was quite bastard but i was laughing...i don't know why...gone mad already...Guiliang was godlike today...Yenhao was beyond godlike...first time play sweeper already so zai...every ball also he slide one...the whole team played very well...compact

First, i was alan smith...striker converted to mifield center...played ok there but occasionally drift off position...then kana kaopei by AhLongSo...haha...but i played striker later...lolz...and i scored 2 goals...damn sian...i missed another hat-trick...guess what happened?...i don't think need to guess already la...it was my fucking left leg that once again let me down...haiz...Yenhao play the square ball until so swee but i miss...wah lan eh...sianz 1/2...anyways it is now 7 and more to come i hope

I have been very busy lately...thinking of what can i do with $13...watch movie?...eat breakfast?...eat lunch?...eat dinner?...donate to charity?...buy shirt?...deposit in bank?...too many things to do with it liao...just don't know what to do with it...haiz

=.=

2005-11-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

siao. 200 i might as well ask ee kent teach me for free wah

this person is so engrossed with ee kent that i got nothing to say...i am lost for words...guess that ee kent really has many admirers...eye candy of so many girls...welldone...shermin better becareful...she may just snatch him from you without your notice...beware!!!

NO MORE PW!!!

2005-11-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

Finally PW has ended...what a relief...firstly i do not have to do all the sai gang...secondly i do not need to be kaopei my Chio...lastly and most importantly i do not need to work with Hoeseng's and Junrong's best friend anymore...WAHAHAHA...OP today was quite sucessful...everyone in my group did well including me^^...i never sway like what i always do and i never refer to my cue card at all...haha...hope can get EE...not Ee Kent but exceeding expectations

Todays training was sibei song also...ran 3 rounds around AJ in 18 minutes...then do 8 sets of sprints...then do circuit...run until i can taste mango in my mouth...all thanks to the mango madness from good news cafe or whatever shit it is called...saturday got friendly against Serangoon Secondary School...lolz...Kumar's team...haha...suppose to play against ex AJ soccer team one...2 years our senior one...but Mr Mohan say cannot contact them...one of them is a diver in the Navy and he cannot bring handphone underwater...DOTS...he is damn lame...first time see Mohan crack some lame jokes...maybe next training we should tear him...HAHAHAHA

One More Day

2005-11-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

One more day and the torture is over...just one more day but it seemed like an eternity...stretching endlessly...after that must really take a long break...cannot take it anymore...must watch movie...must play soccer...must play pool...must watch soccer...must play computer games...must sleep...must give my 100% for soccer training...anything except for academic related stuff...there has been a great change in the soccer team this week...Yenhao is our new sweeper...lolz...from striker to sweeper...hahahaha...damn funny la...looks abit weird there to me...i would rather play with him upfront if i can play that is...but i guess Kumar knows what he is doing...so no worries^^...i hope i won't be the next to be dropped...please!!!

Cheated!!!

2005-11-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

Wah lau eh...i was cheated today...Guo Xing message me tell me training change from 4 to 3...then i take taxi chiong to school...wah kaoz...actually is training start at 4 but meet at 3...wah kaoz...waste my $4.50...can eat cheesy hotdog leh...wasted...todays training not bad la...never do anything impressive but at least i never commit any mistake...sianz...tomorrow got another OP rehearsal...haiz...PW is just so irritating...i want to sleep more one leh...haiz...go to school just for one stupid rehearsal...quite waste time...but no choice...2 more days and all the misery will be gone forever^^

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED

2005-11-07T02:40:00.000+08:00

Man Utd 1 Chelsea 0...wahahahahaha...ALAN SMITH!!!!...man of the match...i really admire him man...he ran his socks off the entire match...making countless crucial tackles and showed the never say die attitude...just like Roy Keane in his earlier years in United...Ronaldo finally did something useful for the team...crossing for Darren Fletcher to head home the winner...and needless to say Van De Sar...totally outstanding...if only the whole team can play like that week in and week out...confirm Champion

I went on an amazing race with someone on saturday...lolz...it was like a walkathon cum chatting session...walk from city hall to suntec...from suntec to esplanade...from esplanade to suntec...from suntec to civilian war memorial..from civilian war memorial to raffles hotel...from raffles hotel to national library...from national library to bugis...from bugis to heeren(by mrt)...from heeren to wheelock place...from wheelock place to junction 8(by mrt)...haha...someone thinks sixth sense is a scary movie...-.-...the eye 10 also...-.-...someone doesn't like frog leg because frog leg looks like frog leg but like chicken wing because chickens are cute...-.-...oh yah...someone knows how to bake cookies with smiley face...lolz...not bad...quite nice^^...thank you very much^^

AJC 5 NYJC 3

2005-11-05T14:32:00.000+08:00

AJC 5 NYJC 3...my team ( Guiliang Zhenhao Jianwei Willy Bryan Firdaus Yenhao Zhitong Chee Darren) won 4-1 in the first half...but the other team lost 2-1 in the second half...actually this match proved nothing at all as NYJC is one of the lousiest JC in football...but a feather in the cap for me was that i scored 2 goals^^...almost scored hat-trick la but my stupid left leg let me down again...haiz...anyways there is a lot of potential for next year's competition...come AJ...top 4!!!

Relieved

2005-11-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

Misunderstandings are so fucked up...why in the world did such a stupid thing come about...it does nothing but create trouble...haiz...i hope i will never encounter such thing again...everything shall be clear and understood...i felt pissed, when i thought someone was pissed with me but actually was not, for nothing...haiz...nevermind...it is over fortunately

Today's training was super hardcore...it was hardcore to the core...ran 4.2km in 22 mins...did sprints upslope...did somemore running and sprints...went through circuit exercise...damn tired...cannot even focus properly after training...keep having double images and going into a daze...but satisfaction overtook all torturous existent...friday got friendly match also...against NYJC...must win...come on AJ...but my team abit cannot make it...lolz...only got Yen Hao, Guiliang, Lionel and Jian Wei...somemore Lionel now sick and Jian Wei cannot play match...haha...nevermind...just pia all out and see what happens

Happy Deepavali!!!

2005-11-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

Today is Deepavali...Happy Deepavali Navin...lolz...although it is a public holiday, i am bored to death...cannot go out...no new games to play...nothing to watch...haiz...but i attended a free motivational talk this afternoon...wah...the speaker was super good la...although she say she is not...haha...made me feel a little better...this speaker is quite a hardcore mugger...today Deepavali leh...she mugging maths...-.-...nothing to say...tomorrow got training again...going to MacRitchie to run...song bo...run run run...run til i die...ARG!!!

DROPPED!!!

2005-11-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

Football is pissing me off lately...manchester united is losing like nobody's business...my performance in training is getting from bad to worse...i am going to get drop soon...haiz

The great thing is that the chinese exam is finally over...i think i can pass la...although my tian xie han zhi the section only got one word written...lang bei de bei...haha...correct somemore la...always get 0...now at least got 2...composition also anyhow zham...half way go toilet to seek inspiration...lolz

Thousand Apologies

2005-10-30T10:20:00.000+08:00

I am not scared of you...never will i ignore you unless i have no other choice...so please don't feel sad about anything that i do because i never meant to hurt you...i am glad that my outrageous jokes did not harm you...please tell me if they did or will do...i just want you to be cheerful and free of trouble...sorry dajieda(aka self-proclaimed chiobu)....hahahahaha

Fear Factor

2005-10-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

I didn't know what i say meant so much to you...if i have hurt you in anyway, i am really sorry...i like to joke alot and sometimes, i don't know when to stop...i am just being myself...if not everything will be very fake and what is the point then...i should refrain myself from joking with you from now on so that i will not unintentionally hurt you again...maybe i should even not talk to you, just in case i foolishly commit the same crime...i hope you do not take what i say or what i do seriously as i am afraid that you might be hurt...i am not worthy of all those attention or whatever you call it

F'ed Up Day

2005-10-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

Today is a fucked up day...PW oral presentation cock up...i think i should get some cue cards...fold the bloody paper then flip wrong side...blank side...-.-...then Chio shoot some out of the world question for my Q and A...i thought the birdie one already quite jialat...didnt know mine worse...then soccer training is also quite fucked up for me...dunno what the hell i was doing la...aiyah...I WANT TO JOIN C-XTREME...lucky my day ended well...if not i really go long pia...went jalan kayu with the whole soccer team...haha...go there talk cock sing song play mahjong...damn funny la...Yen Hao and Qingyi scared of cats...lolz...Hanting is Mr Hardcore...hope got more of this gathering in future

Superstar

2005-10-27T18:26:00.000+08:00

Jay Chou is in AJC!!!...he is here to promote his new album...i even played bridge with him la...wah...a once in a lifetime experience...and i didnt know he is so tall and thin...his english really cannot make it though...lolz...oh by the way...i am talking about the pirated Jay Chou (Yinhai)

A.K.A. for 1805 slackers clique

Chua Junrong - Astro Boy
Lim Shuiyong - Mr Jaded
Jonathan Phang - Muthusamy
Andie Hong - J(Jakarta) Pop
Chia Hoeseng - Ex Convict
Kenneth Leong - Oleh Gia
Chen Jiayi - Buddha

Sorry Everyone

2005-10-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

A day of non-stop bridging in class again...what a waste of time...should have stayed at home to sleep...somemore OP in the afternoon is not my group one...wah...just went to school for soccer meeting only...

Discussed holiday chalet and soccer jersey...i think the chalet will be super fun la...haha...as for soccer jersey we cannot choose the colour because if we choose, we will be knocked out of first round...its a trend...but we can choose our numbers though...i think i am going to take 14...not that i like this number alot...this is the number that my vice captain Nizar wore this year...he, like my other seniors trained very hard for the soccer team, hoping that we will at least get into the semi finals...but unfortunately, we lost our last game to Serangoon Junior College and he was suspended for that game...i can see the disappointment in him...everything to him means nothing more than football...i feel so sorry for him la...so i have decided to pia every training liao...don't care about anything as long as i have done my best to help AJC achieve top four...this is the most i can do for all my seniors...good luck for their A levels

After school my house became a chalet...everyone chiong my house to play xbox and computer...suppose to be Andie only la...going home to bathe and change before going to Sue Lynn's house for Chio's farewell...didnt know one whole bunch of 105 guys came along...lolz...like going for excursion like that...i can feel my house shaking...almost gave way...one more person enter only then can say good bye le

Everyone started chionging food when we reach Sue Lynn's house...chiong until Chio almost have no food to eat...lolz...it was the first time i saw the class so bonded together la...what dance DDR play bridge play billard and engaging in chats...it was also my first time talking to Chio after school hours...i realised that he is a damn nice person...super funny also la...i am so wrong about him because i used to think that he is super rigid and strict...absence makes the heart grow fonder...its a pity that i found out how nice he was only now, when he is about to leave...haiz...then after that played truth or dare...sway sway call one time 88 tio jackpot...-.-...its not that i want to be a spoil spot or what but what they asked me to do is totally ridiculous la...i am seriously sorry to the other party involved and i hope you do not mind...and i have promised you all that i will be doing a stupid dare as long as it is not to the extreme

Its time to pia OP preparation liao...no time to waste...i still want to sleep de...damn tired!!!

1805

2005-10-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

1805 has been together as a class for about 7 months already...many people were unhappy that they were assigned to this class initially...they wanted to be in the class that they were in during first three months...it doesn't matter to me at all being posted to this class as my first three months classmates either took different subjects or had already gone to another jc...fortunately, as days went by, all of us began to like this class better...now, everyone is happy with one another...or should i say MOST...happily bridging in class...ponning classes...going for class outting...playing soccer...anything under the sun we will do it together

My Clique:

Andie Hong Xian Ye - basketball recre captain...number one cock talker...forever crap non stop...always showing off his soccer skills...best at calling 5 hearts and caused us to be caught by tan yin yee for playing bridge in school

Jonathan Phang - husband of a councilor and goalkeeper of the hockey team...super kaypoh and like to gossip alot...filthy rich guy that keeps all his money in his shoe bag...unzip only $50 and $10 notes fly out...best at coping stuff...especially unattended pencil box

Chia Hoe Seng - super tall tennis player...recently got released from Changi Prison for cheating while playing bridge...influential lao da in 1805...with da jie da huimin they rule the class...best at hao lianing his left leg to me...mine better than yours now already hor

Chen Jiayi - this buddha is a tracker's favourite teammate...i wonder who that girl is...haha...one of my best friends in class...versatile defender...ba chor mee lover too...best at teaching his philosphies in class

Lim Shui Yong - shui yong jade...opps...i mean shui you jade...who has jade...haha...ah yong da ge is my maths tutor but unfortunately, his tutee has outclassed him in the promotional exams...lolz...forever using his guitar to serenade girls...best at beo-ing green green stuff

Chua Jun Rong - number one slacker in my PW group...damn suay kana this kind of guy...Ee Kent's bext friend...forever talking to each other in class...like they are brothers....WAHAHAHAHA...always think his winning eleven damn pro...come my house ti thrash by me...so sad...best at seeing stars...because he is astro boy

Kenneth - physics S paper gia...but sadly his promotional exams lose me...whahaha...very zai in soccer...forever oleh me non stop...only lack stamina if not confirm can get in soccer team...forever boasting about his chinese...i mean i cannot stop him la...he from chinese high one leh...haha...zai bo...best at playing the champions league and glory glory man utd song loudly on his handphone

these are the people who made life so memorable in 1805 for me...if not for them i would have rot to death...so thank you all guys...hope next year the class won't split

22 October 2005

2005-10-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

Ok...since Andie has apologised for what he had done...i have decided to forgive him...from today onwards i shall not call him a thief anymore

Life is getting more and more boring as days go by...PW doesn't seem to end...after WR already still got I&R...after I&R already got OP...being a group leader...i am unable to slack...must chiong and help the group to get at least a band 2...fortunately there are some members in my group who have or are willing to help me...i am thankful to all of you

Just went out for dinner yesteday with my secondary friends...my soccer clique...got VJ NYJ TJ and AJ...lolz...although diversed in terms of junior college, but one in terms of heart and loyalty...VICTORIANS...thy sons are we

A side of me says do it...while the other says otherwise...i am unsure...totally confused...so should i or should i not...currently i am more inclined to the former not because i do not want to do it but because doing it makes me feel self-centred...but what will eventually happen i do not know...maybe i should try not to think about it

Thief!!!

2005-10-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

Bloody Andie my thing...he stole my photo from my wallet la...then somemore want to threathen me with it if i don't give him money...what a good friend...well done la...ask me to give him $10 for my photo...wonder why he wants my stupid photo so much...say his friend give him one then must ask his friends permission to give it back to me...all this bullshit...waste my time

Wah then today pw abit hardcore...pia WR pia until want to die...heng finally finish already...after so many drafts...then Mr Chio best...fake me say training cancelled to make me do PW...lucky the team doing fitness and ran pass my class...hahaha...then they shout my name and Chio down there paiseh...wah lau eh...tamade bluff me...but todays training also nothing much just do some ballwork and play a match before doing abit of circuit...then Lionel and i went to run 6 rounds within the school compound...run finish le damn song la...but after that like going to faint like that...until now still cannot think properly

Tomorrow is a day to look forward to...because i am ponning school to go to national library to print some appendix documents...haha...and the library only opens at 10 which means i can sleep longer...hahaha

2005-10-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

Updater

2005-10-18T20:44:00.000+08:00

1) Wah sian...my B streak has been ended by an O...haha...but it is quite expected la...mid year got F...20/100 somemore la...this time got improvement already...hope next year will do better

2) Drop chemistry or drop economics?...chemistry will have nothing to do with what i am going to do in future but it is a subject that i can score in...still considering very carefully

3) I want to buy the nike sling bag...damn nice la...red and grey...going to queensway with my brother probably on sunday to shop...wahahaha

4) Getting damn sick of pw...totally a waste of time...dunno do all these for what...somemore i got one member who is so HARDWORKING and CAREFUL with his work...he CONTRIBUTED so much la..so much so that he can become the leader already

5) 2 more days to flight plan...quite eager to watch this show because panic room was quite a zhai movie...looking forward to watch doom as well as saw 2

6) There is a stalker stalking my clique in school...he is like the golem in lord of the rings la...we go where only then he follow...we don't have any ring so please don't follow us...i mean you follow us also no use...it is very hard for us to communicate with you...the frequency is abit wrong

7) I am proven to be a very boring guy by Andie...i do not know how he does it but he did it...hence, if you are leading a super hyper active or eventful life and want to calm down a bit can come and find me...lolz

Great!!!

2005-10-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

1) the football team is becoming more and more bonded as days go by...the new players are talking more and the rest are getting to know each other beter...Adib even accompanied us for lunch even though he was fasting...i salute him man...well football brought us together and together we play football^^

2) weijing came back to AJC today...haha...and according to him he came to see me one...wah lau eh...damn gay la...anyways it was good to see him la...planning to go for econs tuition with him when the school holidays starts

3) my ah ma i recovering already...was admitted to hospital not too long ago and she definitely look more lively and healthier now

4) maths B...chemistry B...physics B...chinese B4...econs ???...got back 4 papers le and they happen to be straight Bs...i am super happy cause i was only aiming for promotion initially

5) everyone in 1805 is going to be promoted except for one...i think it is marcus...although i don't really like him...but i kind of feel sorry for him la...study so hard le still like that...well...just hope chio can help him promote with us ba

6) flight plan is going to come out le...i think it is this coming thursday...finally got an interesting movie to watch...although GOAL! was quite alright

7) my eldest brother is coming back from america this december le...long time never see him liao...absence makes the heart grow fonder

8) tao ze is going to have a concert in Singapore...most probably i am going...superb singer and composer la...an opportunity not to be wasted...maybe going with jianwei

9) man utd vs lille on channel 5...heng they showing this match ar...if not need to go prata shop in the middle of the night or to my cousin house to watch liao...champions league somemore...cannot miss

10) the holidays are coming...although i may have nothing to do during the holidays...but it is better than studying...i rather slack and do nothing

11) my class and my VS soccer clique are going to organise a trip to malaysia...dunno which one to follow...or maybe both...but i guess the latter will be more fun...more fun does not mean the former is not fun

12) my fitness should be better now...have been running once every two days...hope can be able to remain in the team...if not i will be damn sad

13) i am ending off all the great things that happened recently with number 13...best number ever^^

Training

2005-10-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

Feels great to train again...its like taking drugs...withdrawal symptoms appear when you stop consumption...but when you return to it you will feel super high...football is the good kind of drug however^^...thought the rain was going to spol the day but it was instead a blessing in disguise...it stopped just before we started training and the weather was superb...played matches all the way...from 4.15 to 7.15...damn song...if only studying was like football...haiz...today's training was somewhat different...it was encouraging to see so many people running after training...power la AJ...last time only me running...today got 5...come on top four!!!...super tired now...legs cannot move...hands cannot move...only can sit and stone...but by tomorrow confirm ok liao...open house can play football...hahahahaha...lets go guys!!!

Football

2005-10-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

it feels so great to play football...freestyle on the field...know no boundary...just play to your heart's content...shoot when theres an opportunity...pass when someone is in the open...time your tackle to perfection...dribble yourself out of trouble...let your feet do the talking...passion will be your first step to glory...determination is what you need...commitment is needless to say...all for football...football for all...eat football...sleep football...talk football...play football...most importantly, love football!!!

Red Black White

2005-10-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

Wah...exams finally over le...after 3 weeks of intensive mugging...it is finally over...there so many things to do now...training...soccer...movie...tv...dota...window shopping (boots)...sleep...eat...so many things except study...yes....but sianz...i must design the soccer banner first before i can slack...my mind is at a blank la...ask me to design...-.-...i think i should let the colours be red black and white...hmmm...sounds nice...ok...time to start...

Never Say Die

2005-09-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

why is my left foot so weak???why can't i balance properly when i kick with my left foot???why do i always balloon the ball when i volley with my left foot???why can't i just make a simple pass with my left foot???why???

trying so hard to get a goal but instead conceded one...trying desperately to forget yet it resurfaces in your mind at every moment...putting in so much effort and time but all comes to nothing...pushing yourself beyond your limit yet you seem to to move slower...praying so hard for it to happen but everything comes to nought...studying till the break of dawn everyday yet the Fs appear...trying to smile but remains disheartened...despite all these happening, don't ever be discouraged or dispirited...be determined and persevere on...soon you will taste success...trust me^^

SWAY SWAY AR!!!

2005-09-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 12 oclock today again...hahaz...sleep until damn song then my father woke me up to have "breakfast"...=.=...came back already 1 plus...then started dotting as i have no time to do any work since i was going out to play soccer at in a while...was looking forward to playing la...already 1 week never touch the ball le...but reach there got no ball...wah lan eh...how sway can we get sia...book court call everyone then go there no ball...pengz...-.-...farhan's brother took his ball to school to play...wah kaoz...then he went home and brought back a basketball...-.-...not enough air somemore la...wah lau eh...bounce already still got the stupid sound one...hahaz...actually it was partly my fault la...lolz...bok ask whether i have ball at home i say don't have...actually got 3...wahaha...but he say got liao later on so i never bring...wah lau...play until damn demoralising la...play until all sat on the floor...wahaha...damn funny...then peng ram one time against the fence the basketball burst...=.=...then end of story already..bathe and went for dinner at serangoon gardens...the hokkien mee at chomp chomp is damn nice la...at least got something to heighten our mood for the day...wanted to eat barbecue fish but everyone got not enough money...dots...haha...super sway la...sway until got nothing to say...lucky got dinner to compensate all the crap that happened...if not i will never go and play soccer anymore (fake fake only^^)

Right Or Wrong?

2005-09-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

Cheat...lie...steal...resort to violence...whatever it is it may not be wrong depending on the situation...lying to make someone feel happy...cheating in order to satisfy someone's wish before his or her death...resorting to violence to protect loved ones from being harmed...stealing money to pay for relative's medical fees...in my opinion these acts are morally correct...cheating in an examination to achieve results that one do not deserve...lying to push away one's responsibility...stealing for the thrill of it...resorting to violence irrationally...these however are on the flip side of the coin...these acts show immaturity and irresponsibility

AJC -> VS -> PPS

2005-08-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

What a waste of time going to school today...did some clown dance in the morning before going to the hall to witness some prize presentation and performances...the performances not bad la...but the MCs think they were funny and wasted alot of time with their stupid comments between each programme...talk also talk until so fake...keep sucking up to the principal and teachers...super act la...buay tahan...after school immediately chiong back to VS with jing jie and malcolm...it took us one hour fifteen minutes to reach VS la...heng our friends as well as teachers were still there^^...not a wasted trip...the VSAEP lounge is opened!!!...its like what the hell!!!...after we leave then open...the place is damn nice la...got equipments like c ameras, microphones, scanners and many other stuff for students to borrow to do their project...my badge did not get to enjoy such privileges...sobs...but nevermind la...as long as our juniors, who are also part of the Victorian family can make use of them to produce better results we will be happy le^^...

After talking to all of our teachers and giving them the presents that we bought for them, my class, 4B, went to parkway to play pool...lolz...i owned them in it la...although i not very pro but they also not very good....opps...hahaz...then went to bowl at katong shopping centre...played two games...first time i scored more than 100 points for 2 consequtive games...117 and 103...i owned them again...hahaz...i am godlike le...

At night went to my primary school friend's house for BBQ...lolz...the attendance was like quite pathetic la but i still got to meet many long lost friends...ate and chatted abit before zaoing...

Wah...very tired liaoz...completely knocked out...must sleep le...if not will die...

Power La VS...Power La AJ

2005-08-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

AJC vs VS...what a match...close fight to the end...but a winner emmerged...AJC...AJC 2 VS 1...i have got to say the VS team is very promising...all super skilful and strong...power la VS...although we created many chances, but we blew all of them...our finishing was below par...but all in all we did a good job as the team was rather organised and determined...i was finally played in my beloved position...striker...and i scored the first goal...i didnt know what i did but i just did it...it was in a split second and i was lying on the ground after that...but VS drew level with a superb long range effort from yap heng...then in the second half i was very very lucky...i made a weak shot but the ball went in as there was a communication error between the defender and the goalkeeper...match ended and AJC won...power la AJ...i think the man of the match would go to Long...he was running non stop in the centre midfield area...controlling the midfiled and was the pioneer of most of the attacks...but he was switched to play centre back in the second half....as he had said it himself, he is not a centre back and did nothing to help the defence...but after that he was brought back to centre midfield and he shone again with he continuous running...power la Long...it was great scoring against the team you once played for...it was also great seeing them perform so well...i hope they will cruise into the final in next years B Division soccer championships...today is the last day for soccer liaoz...next week onwards no more training already...sianz...my life will be super super boring...haiz...time to start mugging for promos

Improving By The Days

2005-08-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

Finally i am able to do something productive on the left flank...i guess practice makes perfect ba...crossed a few times today and did some one two on the left...but theres still room for improvement...ronaldo is my idol and i hope to be as good as him...maybe not as good la...but better can liaoz^^...anyways...this friday got friendly...and it is against VICTORIA SCHOOL...power la...jia you my juniors...power la VS...power la AJ too...hope i can score against them...its my honour^^...don't even know whether i am playing or not...lolz...haiz...nevermind...and i cannot believe i got 0 points for FUFL today...what the hell la...all my predictions all wrong...this cannot be...i am last in the table now la...time to climb up and show them what is called pro...hahaz...shui yong...i am going to overtake you soon...watch out!!!...i am glad that phang has finally told the truth...all the crap he said on his blog was crap...it was made up by him...so please do not believe him...he admitted it was nonsense too

ARG!!!

2005-08-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

I am totally speechless...i have nothing to say...what the hell was i doing...i am utterly disappointed...even though i was playing out of my usual position it is no excuse to perform so badly...i am super pissed off with myself...pass also cannot pass properly...only managed a cross from the left flank...even though i set up guo xing's second goal it is insignificant compared to the errors i have committed...AR!!!...i feel like breaking into tears after the match but resisted...what the fuck was i doing...this better not happen again or i wil kill myself...something to be happy about is that we won RJC 5-3...but all credit will have to go to the entire team except for me...i was a liability rather than an asset...

Victoria School

2005-08-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

i think that Ang Pow Chew is going out of hand as a principal...i mean what the hell is he trying to do proposing to turn VS into a co-ed school...can someone please kick him in his ass...it is a tradition for VS to be a boys school...ask any adult out there and they will tell you so...just because of the IP program and he wants to turn it into a co-ed school...can someone please sack him...i believe that we can do just as well without the IP program and we have proven it...we are always amongst the top 20 secondary school...we have always achieved top four placing for the National Track and Field meet...our soccer boys frequently win the Zone finals and our badminton boys too...the NPCC of our school has always prestiges awards...so much so that i am unable to name all of them...not to say our Cross Country team which for 3 consequtive years had been crowned champions for both B and C divisions...these are only a few of the achievements the school has achieved...a feather in the cap is the fact that we are not an independent school but we are battling it out with those independent schools and are putting on a strong fight...this simply shows our Victorian Spirit which will never ever end if we remain as a boys school...we study hard and we play hard...nil sine labore...nothing without labour...i believe every Victorian whether present or past will be against the idea of VS being a co-ed school...Victoria Thy Sons Are We And We Will Not Forget!!!

Time To Change A Leader

2005-08-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

I cannot stand people who do not have the guts to tell the person straight in his face that he does not like him or have criticisms for him...what is worse is this kind of person go round telling others bad things about him, tarnishing his reputation...it is like what the fuck...if you have a problem tell me straight in my fucking face la...si bei kao pei...want to change PW leader say la...i will with no complains step down and let the always responsible one to be our leader...fucking pissed off la...not as if i give a fuck about being the PW leader...and oh yah...if i am not wrong i did quite a lot of work although the idea was not proposed by me...that is some facts that you might want to know...in case i am being accused of being a slacker...think of what you have done before spouting shit...fuck out of my sight!!!

No Pain No Gain

2005-08-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

My ankle is super pain...sianz...go for lessons also must leave 10 mins earlier...if not confirm reach late de...i want to train on wednesday lei...aiyah dont give a damn about the pain la...i think should be alright by then ba?...

Sitting on the bench watching my class play soccer is quite a torture...haiz...if only i can join them...sat there for two whole periods la...talking to Zhi Tong who also got injured during the 5 aside tournament...after the tournament almost everyone injured la...everyone turned damn dark too...played from 9 in the morning to 6 plus at night...somemore no shelter...hahaz...i think i sun burned liaoz la...

Oh yah...and the highlight of the day is that Ee Kent sent a formal letter asking Jun Rong to edit his blog...if not appropriate actions will be taken...whahaz...he think he some lawyer sia...hahaz...write some formal letter...lolz...damn funny...somemore send to Hui Min, Sabrina and me to be witness...lame piece of shit la...

Boys II Men

2005-08-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

Saturday was a superb day for me^^...went to kolam ayer community centre to take part in a 5 aside street soccer competition...it was familiar territory for me as i used to play there almost everyday after school during my lower sec days when Victoria School was still there...our AJC soccer team took part in the competition...we sent 2 teams...my team includes Adib (captain), Han Ting, Zhi Tong, Lionel and me...after the second knock out round, our other team was eliminated...as the age limit for the competition was open, we did not expect much...however, my team managed to finish 5th being the underdogs...we have became tougher after the competition...we were shoved to the wall, pushed to the ground, receiving vicious tackles and almost even getting into a fight...we have turned from boys to men...although we did not win it was still a priceless experience...subjected to all the rough plays, i have injured my ankle...my legs are filled with bruises and my face scratched...but it is part and parcel of the game so i have no complains...power la AJ...nothing is impossible

13 Is Not An Unlucky Number

2005-08-12T01:06:00.001+08:00

Stomach pain ar stomach pain...why hao lai bu lai xian zai cai lai...haiz...tomorrow got testimonial match against seniors...saturday got 5 aside tournament...and i am suppose to play one leh...sianz ar...

Manchester United ar Manchester United...please buy Cicinho...he is the World's best right back leh...somemore he wears number 13 when playing for brasil...that makes him even more worth buying...then this season will be total ownage liaoz

PW ar PW...why must you bring so much trouble to me...school got so many homework...soccer trainings so hiong...and yet you add on to these heavy loads...somemore i am the group leader leh...super suay...lucky i am super hardworking la...if not my group confirm die liaoz^^

Indoor Total 90 soccer shoes ar indoor Total 90 soccer shoes...why must you spoil so quickly...i just bought you in february and now you spoil le...what happened to you...now i have no choice but to buy another one le la...and i will have to use my hard earned savings to do so...i will be penniless soon le la...see la